Scared 2 Be Lonely - Lil Tjay
作词 : Lil Tjay/Florian Thi Nguyen Van/Fedor Sommerfeld/Daniel Way/Georgia Boyden
作曲 : Lil Tjay/Florian Thi Nguyen Van/Fedor Sommerfeld/Daniel Way/Georgia Boyden
Too many lonely days
太多的孤单时分
Too many solo nights
太多夜晚独自度过
I'll be back in your arms at midnight
在午夜我还会重回你的怀抱
Hold me 'cause I'm scared to be lonely
抱紧我因为我是那么害怕孤独
Strapped up but I know how to fight
随身带着火器，但赤手空拳我也不会退缩
Trauma kid, but future lookin' bright
童年时我饱经创伤，但现在未来一片光明
Runnin' over, stackin' different heights
驾车出行，堆积不同的钞票
I ain't gon' let them take me out tonight
今晚我不会让他们带我走
In the stu' I'm working 'cause I'm paid
在录音室里我努力工作，只因我能挣到大钱
Tryna fill these millions I made
想要把我挣的这些巨款用到实处
Phone ringin', niggas wanna talk
电话又响了，有人想要和我联系一下
I ain't picked that shit up for some days
我已经有一段日子没接过电话了
Dead broke, nigga I come from rags
曾经穷困潦倒，我从贫民窟走出来
Sorry if I'm shinin', guess you're mad
如果我现在大红大紫了真是对不起，我猜你已经气急败坏了
Niggas got no motion, shit be sad
他们还是一事无成，真是令人悲哀
So they say I'm cocky when I brag
所以他们在我炫耀的时候说我是在故意显摆
I was low, low, down bad
我曾经坠入低谷，一文不名
Went to school, no money, 'bout to crash
身上一分钱都没有，在学校都不知道该怎么过
Turn this shit to something was a task
把这种负面情绪转换成动力是一种任务
Now you look at me and see the glass
现在你看到我就会看见我晶莹剔透的钻石
Foreign V's, hoppin' out the whip
外国进口的VVS钻石，我从跑车中跳出
Remember me and Lola hopping cabs
还记得我以前只能和Lola打出租车
Just smokin' thinkin' 'bout my life
一边抽烟一边想着我的人生
Why the good go so fast?
为什么美好的事物总是转瞬即逝？
Why would God save my life?
为什么上帝总会拯救我的人生？
He know all my secrets from the past
他了解我过去所有的秘密
Thinkin' 'bout the shit I been through
还想着我曾经经历的困难险阻
I ain't prolly come out so bad
如果我没能混出头，恐怕我会一直浑浑噩噩
Strapped up but I know how to fight
随身带着火器，但赤手空拳我也不会退缩
Trauma kid, but future lookin' bright
童年时我饱经创伤，但现在未来一片光明
Runnin' over, stackin' different heights
驾车出行，堆积不同的钞票
I ain't gon' let them take me out tonight
今晚我不会让他们带我走
In the stu' I'm working 'cause I'm paid
在录音室里我努力工作，只因我能挣到大钱
Tryna fill these millions I made
想要把我挣的这些巨款用到实处
Phone ringin', niggas wanna talk
电话又响了，有人想要和我联系一下
I ain't picked that shit up for some days
我已经有一段日子没接过电话了
So many times, I could've died
所以我本可以死上无数次
I don't be playin', no lie
我没有开玩笑，没有说谎
But won't deny, something saved me
但我不会否认，上天总会救我
Something saved me
总会让我逢凶化吉
God, oh why?
这是为什么？圣父
Grind mode, that be always
依然在拼搏，从不停歇
I'm just trynna give myself a raise
我只是想要让自己的事业能够腾飞
Life's hard, I be makin' plays
人生如此艰难，我还在不断奋进
Like I'm tryna figure out a maze
就好像我想要从迷宫中逃出
Found a heart, it was never alright
曾找寻到真心，但却从未如愿
Trauma on my mental won't fade
我的心理创伤永远不会消散
Shot seven times, no grave
即使身中七枪，我也不需要坟墓来埋葬
We done put some niggas in the...
我们把很多敌人都——
I can show a nigga how to act
我能让你们看看我会怎么应对敌袭
.40 cal teachin' how to behave
身边随身带着狠家伙，它能教你怎么好好说话
I come from a city if you lack
我的老家那边，如果你疏忽大意就会没命
You must watch your shit up on the page
所以你必须检查自己社交平台主页的图片，不要太过张扬
Lotta shit can't say up in these raps
太多苦痛在唱段中无法充分表达
I know I'm different, I just got my ways
我知道我与众不同，我有着自己的成功路
Shit on my mental so I blaze
我的精神创伤很重所以我怒火中烧
Free my niggas sittin' in the cage
把我牢里的兄弟们都快放出来
Strapped up but I know how to fight
随身带着火器，但赤手空拳我也不会退缩
Trauma kid, but future lookin' bright
童年时我饱经创伤，但现在未来一片光明
Runnin' over, stackin' different heights
驾车出行，堆积不同的钞票
I ain't gon' let them take me out tonight
今晚我不会让他们带我走
In the stu' I'm working 'cause I'm paid
在录音室里我努力工作，只因我能挣到大钱
Tryna fill these millions I made
想要把我挣的这些巨款用到实处
Phone ringin', niggas wanna talk
电话又响了，有人想要和我联系一下
I ain't picked that shit up for some days
我已经有一段日子没接过电话了
So many times, I could've died
我本可以死上无数次
I don't be playin', no lie
我没有开玩笑
But won't deny, something saved me
但我不会否认，冥冥之中有天意护佑着我
Something saved me
上天总能让我逢凶化吉
God, oh why?
仁慈的上帝，这是为什么？
