this is me trying - Taylor Swift
作词 : Taylor Swift/Jack Antonoff
作曲 : Taylor Swift/Jack Antonoff
I’ve been having a hard time adjusting
我曾历经了断艰难的适应期
I had the shiniest wheels
我本拥有最耀眼的齿轮
Now they’re rusting
可如今却锈迹斑斑
I didn’t know if you’d care if I came back
我并不知晓 倘若我重新奔赴于你 你是否还在乎
I have a lot of regrets about that
因为我已无尽悔恨与懊恼
Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
将车停靠路旁 给守望人保管
Could’ve followed my fears all the way down
沿路来 它伴随着我内心的恐惧行驶着
And maybe I don’t quite know what to say
或许我并不知道自己该说些什么
But I’m here in your doorway
但如今我就站立于你的家门口
I just wanted you to know
我只想让你知道
That this is me trying
我为此正付出着 努力着
I just wanted you to know
我只想让你知道
That this is me trying
我为此正付出着 努力着
They told me all of my cages were mental
他们曾告诉我 我的心灵被监牢羁绊
So I got wasted like all my potential
所以我将无限机遇荒废
And my words shoot to kill when I’m mad
当我勃然大怒时 我言语便咄咄逼人
I have a lot of regrets about that
我也因此心怀无尽悔恨与懊恼
I was so ahead of the curve
我已遥遥领先
The curve became a sphere
却最终回到了起点
Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here
被同学们遗忘于脑后 我终是止步于此
Pouring out my heart to a stranger
全心皆尽向一个陌路人吐露
But I didn’t pour the whiskey
但我却并未为他斟满威士忌
I just wanted you to know
我只想让你知道
That this is me trying
我为此正付出着 努力着
I just wanted you to know
我只想让你知道
That this is me trying
我为此正付出着 努力着
At least I’m trying
至少我也正努力着
And it’s hard to be at a party
倘若我感觉自己犹如无遮蔽的伤疤
When I feel like an open wound
对于我而言 派对无需多提
It’s hard to be anywhere these days
这段时间 外出闲逛也是如此艰巨
When all I want is you
当我唯独渴望得到的只有你
You’re a flashback in a film reel
你就犹如电影胶片里的闪回场景
On the one screen in my town...
投影于我心灵镇的屏幕上
And I just wanted you to know
我只想让你知道
That this is me trying
我为此正付出着 努力着
I just wanted you to know
我只想让你知道
That this is me trying
我为此正付出着 努力着
At least I’m trying
至少我也正努力着
