That’s On Me - Ed Sheeran
专辑：《Autumn Variations》
作曲 : Aaron Dessner/Ed Sheeran
Is this just getting older?
是否是因为年龄渐长
I can't get away from this rain
我躲不开下雨时的伤感
I'm starting to think that's it's me, and
开始觉得问题在我
I wanna just create things
于是试着创造些新事物
But the longer it takes, I feel drained
但时间一长 就感到筋疲力尽
Can't remember a day I've been sober
早记不清上次清醒在何时
Not in a place to take blame
也不准备 承担责任
Any more weight, I might break
再多一点负担 兴许我便崩溃
Tell me, do you feel the same?
告诉我 是否你也感同身受
Guess we all go the same way
我想我们是同道中人
I'm in a bit of a mess here
此时此刻我有些凌乱
Count to ten and hope to disappear
数到十 希望早早消失
I never did my homework
从未完成过作业
Could I have been more than this?
还能有比这更难的事吗
Finding a way exist
试着找到一个好方法
Within a world with no risk
既能安存 也不用冒险
Forcing a shoe that won't fit
强挤一双不合脚的鞋
I spend most the day stoned and
一天大多数时间都醉醺醺的
Making excuses for it
还要为此编好借口
Saying it helped to write this
说这样子会文思泉涌
But on the real, I'm tight lipped
但说实在的 我守口如瓶
Shooting a shot that I'll miss
射出一个会错过的球
And it's so far from near
明明前路还有那么远
Why the hell am I still here?
我却为何在此伫立不动
This is not the end of our lives
这不是我们生命的终点
This is just a bump in the ride
只不过是旅程的颠簸
And I know that it will be alright
我相信前途无限光明
If it's not, then we're stuck, aren't we?
但如果不是 我们却只好踌躇于此 不是吗
I can't help myself but cry
我情不自禁地抽泣
Every time that I realise
每当我意识到
Maybe I'll never find my smile
也许我再也找不回当年的笑容
But who's to blame?
那又该怪谁呢
Well, that's on me
问题本就在我
Well, that's on me
问题本就在我
Well, that's on me
问题本就在我
Now that the weather is colder
天气渐渐寒冷
Nothing is masking this pain
没有什么 能遮掩这痛苦
The summer was here but won't stay
夏日本在此地 却不久留
And we are inside like all day
我们似乎全天地待在家中
Regretting the things that we say
后悔着曾说过的话
And it takes a toll, yeah
这是要付出代价的
The conversation won't end
对话一直延续下去
Being a rock for your friends
成为你朋友们的巨石
Cracks on the surface don't mend
表面的裂痕无法修补
We only break, we don't bend
哪怕支离破碎 也不忍屈服
And you'd think it was so clear
也许你以为一切清楚得很
But I can't see nothing but the fear
但我满眼所见 唯有恐惧
I'm feeling so bloated
我感到臃肿无比
Thinking a salad won't do
想来连沙拉也救不了我
Might as well open up two
不妨那就开两袋
Locking myself in my room
把自己锁在房间里
Hoping that this all ends soon
希望这一切早日结束
And no one will notice
没有人会注意
What I will put myself through
我会致使自己 经历什么痛苦
'Cause they will hate themselves too
因为他们也同样讨厌自己
Isn't it mad what we do?
这样的我们 是不是疯了
Pretending to win but just lose
假装获胜 却输的一败涂地
And it's so far from near
明明前路还有那么远
Why the hell am I still here?
我却为何在此伫立不动
This is not the end of our lives
这不是我们生命的终点
This is just a bump in the ride
只不过是旅程的颠簸
And I know that it will be alright
我相信前途无限光明
If it's not, then we're stuck, aren't we?
但如果不是 我们却只好踌躇于此 不是吗
I can't help myself but cry
我情不自禁地抽泣
Every time that I realise
每当我意识到
Maybe I'll never find my smile
也许我再也找不回当年的笑容
But who's to blame?
那又该怪谁呢
Well, that's on me
问题本就在我
Well, that's on me
问题本就在我
Well, that's on me
问题本就在我
Too many things on my mind
脑海中太多负担
To process moments of life
而不能处理好生活的瞬间
There's some days I lose my drive
有些时日我失去动力
Then some can't control the fire
有些时日又遏制不住怒火
I'm aware that things take time
我很清楚要慢慢来
But I'm not a patient guy
但自己又不耐心
Maybe if I wait I'll find
也许要是我再等等 我会发现
Resemblance of peace of mind
心境安宁的相似之处
But this is just getting older
但生活却只有变老
Running away from my past
抽身逃离过去
Knowing the calm it won't last
心里清楚这份平静不会长久
Being a mouse in this grass
做一只草地上的老鼠
Feeling the snakes behind us, and I'm searching for closure
寻找着了结 恰巧蛇群正在背后
But nothing is healing these scars
但伤疤终究无法愈合
When I open up, they just laugh
每当我敞开心扉 他们却只是笑我
Saying if they had just half
说倘若让他们承受一半
Then nothing would ever be dark
黑暗就不会降临
Is it new me, new year
这真的是崭新的我 崭新的年
Or just the same old blue sphere?
抑或还是蓝色星球 一成不变
This is not the end of our lives
这不是我们生命的终点
This is just a bump in the ride
只不过是旅程的颠簸
And I know that it will be alright
我相信前途无限光明
If it's not, then we're stuck, aren't we?
但如果不是 我们却只好踌躇于此 不是吗
I can't help myself but cry
我情不自禁地抽泣
Every time that I realise
每当我意识到
Maybe I'll never find my smile
也许我再也找不回当年的笑容
But who's to blame?
那又该怪谁呢
Well, that's on me
问题本就在我
Well, that's on me
问题本就在我
Well, that's on me
问题本就在我
Well, that's on me
问题本就在我
